NEWFOUND HATRED OF LOVE
- Edson Conn

- Jul 5
- 2 min read
MAY 27, 2026
I REALLY JUST GAVE HER MY HEART
FUCK (FUCK)
AND I KNOW THAT BITCH AIN’T GIVING IT BACK
FUCK (FUCK)
SHE CAME LOOKING THROUGH THOSE EYES
KNEW THEY WERE WATCHING ME, CALL ME A SUCKER
I COULDN’T HELP MYSELF
IN NO TIME SHE HAD MY NAME, PASSWORD TO MY PHONE
SHE KNEW THE NAME OF MY MAMA, THE CAR SHE DRIVES
SHE HAD MY SIBLINGS’ MIDDLE NAMES, WHERE THEY LIVED
THE NAME OF THE CHURCH I WORSHIPPED AT, APPROVED OF THE PASTOR
MY CREDIT CARD IN HER WALLET, ALL JOINT ACCOUNTS
REMOVED ALL FEMALES FROM MY SOCIAL LIFE, JUST ME AND HER
SHE HAD THE SPARE KEY TO MY CAR, MY ROOM
EATS THE FOOD FROM MY FRIDGE, SLEEPS IN MY BED
SHE KNEW EVERY WEAK SPOT, EVERY TIME I BROKE AWAY,
I EVEN GAVE HER EVERY BEATING OF MY HEART
GOT ME THINKING TWICE ABOUT WHOSE LIFE I WAS LIVING
AND ALL SHE GAVE ME WAS LIES, KNEW HOW TO KEEP ME QUIET
WHILE SHE PRETENDED TO LOVE ME, FUCK EVERY WORD SHE SAID
A FRIENDSHIP SHE SPUN WITH MANIPULATION
DIDN’T EVEN LET ME CRACK IT, ALREADY HAD ANOTHER DOING SO
I REALLY GAVE HER EVERYTHING BUT MY INSECURITIES,
EVERY BROKEN PIECE OF ME WAS ALL SHE LEFT ME
I NEVER REALLY KNEW WHEN SHIT BEGAN TO GO WRONG
I DON’T MISS THAT BITCH, THAT’S FOR SURE
TO THINK I COULD’VE GOTTEN HER ON THE RIGHT PATH
BUT NOBODY CAN FIX A HEART THAT ENJOYS TEARING OTHERS APART
SOMETIMES THE PERSON YOU LOVE IS JUST WAITING TO LIE
SHOULD’VE LISTENED TO MAMA WHEN SHE SAID,
NOT EVERY PERSON YOU MEET DESERVES YOUR LOVE
CAUSE I REALLY GAVE HER MY HEART
NOW I AIN’T GETTING THAT BITCH BACK
FUCK (FUCK)
I REALLY GAVE HER MY HEART
FUCK (FUCK)
I CAN HEAR MAMA SAY I TOLD YOU SO
I REALLY GAVE THAT BITCH MY HEART
FUCK (FUCK)

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