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NEWFOUND HATRED OF LOVE

MAY 27, 2026


I REALLY JUST GAVE HER MY HEART

FUCK (FUCK)


AND I KNOW THAT BITCH AIN’T GIVING IT BACK

FUCK (FUCK)


SHE CAME LOOKING THROUGH THOSE EYES

KNEW THEY WERE WATCHING ME, CALL ME A SUCKER

I COULDN’T HELP MYSELF


IN NO TIME SHE HAD MY NAME, PASSWORD TO MY PHONE

SHE KNEW THE NAME OF MY MAMA,  THE CAR SHE DRIVES

SHE HAD MY SIBLINGS’ MIDDLE NAMES, WHERE THEY LIVED

THE NAME OF THE CHURCH I WORSHIPPED AT, APPROVED OF THE PASTOR


MY CREDIT CARD IN HER WALLET, ALL JOINT ACCOUNTS

REMOVED ALL FEMALES FROM MY SOCIAL LIFE, JUST ME AND HER

SHE HAD THE SPARE KEY TO MY CAR, MY ROOM

EATS THE FOOD FROM MY FRIDGE, SLEEPS IN MY BED

SHE KNEW EVERY WEAK SPOT, EVERY TIME I BROKE AWAY, 

I EVEN GAVE HER EVERY BEATING OF MY HEART

GOT ME THINKING TWICE ABOUT WHOSE LIFE I WAS LIVING


AND ALL SHE GAVE ME WAS LIES, KNEW HOW TO KEEP ME QUIET

WHILE SHE PRETENDED TO LOVE ME, FUCK EVERY WORD SHE SAID

A FRIENDSHIP SHE SPUN WITH MANIPULATION

DIDN’T EVEN LET ME CRACK IT, ALREADY HAD ANOTHER DOING SO

I REALLY GAVE HER EVERYTHING BUT MY INSECURITIES, 

EVERY BROKEN PIECE OF ME WAS ALL SHE LEFT ME

I NEVER REALLY KNEW WHEN SHIT BEGAN TO GO WRONG


I DON’T MISS THAT BITCH, THAT’S FOR SURE

TO THINK I COULD’VE GOTTEN HER ON THE RIGHT PATH

BUT NOBODY CAN FIX A HEART THAT ENJOYS TEARING OTHERS APART

SOMETIMES THE PERSON YOU LOVE IS JUST WAITING TO LIE

SHOULD’VE LISTENED TO MAMA WHEN SHE SAID,

NOT EVERY PERSON YOU MEET DESERVES YOUR LOVE


CAUSE I REALLY GAVE HER MY HEART

NOW I AIN’T GETTING THAT BITCH BACK

FUCK (FUCK)


I REALLY GAVE HER MY HEART

FUCK (FUCK)


I CAN HEAR MAMA SAY I TOLD YOU SO


I REALLY GAVE THAT BITCH MY HEART

FUCK (FUCK)

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